And back....

I was wondering for a while if I had to continue with this blog or let it die but then I though: would he do it? Jokes apart, many things have happened in the last 3 years that would be too long to explain. I feel like if I was ten years older.

It is funny to re-read stuff that was written time ago and to realize that I am changed. Hear the glorious Billie sing you´re changed: Billie.

Like the song says I have forgotten the words " I love you" and do not intend to pronounce them anymore for a while.

Funnily enough, I met this guy the other day, when I was about to go home and he seemed a wonderful person, he was witty, handsome, a real " bombon"...I though, why not? I should re-start to re-open my heart. He asked me for my phone number and started texting the most wonderful text messages, he seemed intelligent, interested, the " perle rare".... The suddenly came to truth, texting became to be more and more insistant and he started to say really overwhelming things like " You are the woman I have always dreamed of", " I want everything with you", " I can only think of you and I can stop wondering when I will see you next" after I met me briefly and onlyh spoke with me for 5 minutes. I ran a common friend and asked for a detailed " feedback" on el Caballero and guess what....ALL LIES. I should have guessed it but then again, do we need to be alert all the time at possible impostors or should we let go?

In any case, I do not intend to reply to any text or calls from this Casanova de pacotille but I wonder , what is the point in promezing love to get sex if sex is the most easy thing to obtain in Madrid dating scene???? I once said that all men in my country between 25-40 are defectuous and I got a comment from someone obviuosly not thinking like me but I maintain it: all are defectuous.